MyYaRd

Lies!!

2012-01-02T13:03:00.001+08:00

Lies.. All lies.. Say what wanna buy car.. Help you look for cars than can ask dad find for you.. I took the initialtive help you find out.. And now everythig have to ask dad.. Only he can decide.. Knn.. LIES!!

2012-01-01T18:01:00.002+08:00

the most regreted things in my life is to even suggest hanging of van to car.. this is my suggestion.. my choice.. yet im the one who is suffering.. im so pissed.. piss that i cant think.. i cant stop thinking of it.. cant stop the anger inside me.. cant stop hating them.. this is what i get for being gd? you will never ever get any benefit from me ever again.. i will nv ever suggest a fkin thing or fkin contrebute to this family ever again.. just becoz you are working and very inconvient for you.. you get to drive? what nonsense is this when you dont even pay for it? i hate this family to the core.. to the very core of my heart.. argh!! how i hope i can just scream out load some whr!! argh!!!!!!

Super pissed off!!!

2012-01-01T16:03:00.001+08:00

This is totally not fair to me.. If i nv suggested change the van to car will you even be able to drive today? Knn.. Ccb.. What is this? You suppose to get your own car!! Why everything have to be me? Im willing to pay for the car mthly payments.. You leh? You nv even pay a single cents!! And yet you get to drive to work and i cant even drive just to go out with my friends.. And now i have work i have to get my own car!? What the bloody hell is this?? Hate this family.. Hate this life.. Fk family.. I hate it alot!!!

You Are The Apple of My Eye

2011-11-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

那些年我們一起追的女孩

really bring me back to some special moments.. wondering what they are? only those who read and know me well shld know of it.. whr shall we start? hmm..

Sec Sch
actually during the time have some crush la.. but doesnt really til the moment of it.. nth special..

KFC
working part-time after sec sch and before the start of 1st term in ITE.. my very 1st sight in love with a very special gal name Sharon.. even a very gd friend of mine name Hazel knew abt it.. all i can say is met at the wrong time at the right moment.. in short-no fate..

ITE
actually i had a crush on a gal name Carole but ended up fall in love with Sharon.. the story behind quite complicated.. and becoz of it i lost a friend.. a very very gd friend name kaihong.. even now i cannot forget what he said to me.. "its your fault that everything turns out this way" the very sentence he said to me.. well.. i admit i do have my fault but he had his fault too.. its just the very stupid idea of us to do it only.. so cant really blame everything to me right? well.. i dont know.. at least this is how i look at it..

After ITE Before Poly
i finally manage to had my very 1st relationship with the very special gaal i mention.. yup sharon.. was the very happiest moment in my life.. nv in my life i felt that happy before.. but as they say gd things dont last long.. just nice 1mth and we break up.. well.. maybe i didnt handle it well enough..

Poly
once so sad that i didnt really pay attention to anything else other than studies.. til again.. the very 2nd time in my life.. 1st sight love.. again.. with a very nice gal name christina.. well.. again maybe i didnt handle it well.. so there does it.. but still remain gd friends? only til end of poly.. had some incident happened.. think again i didnt handle it properly bah.. but seriously.. i remain faithful to christina all those years.. thats something im proud to speak of.. but of coz not 100%.. i did had crush on a gal name wanxin.. but.. nah!! she just like a sister to me..

think thats all le bah.. ya.. after that is NS and now free looking for job.. hopfully to found 1 soon.. no more love stories after that.. maybe love stories just doesnt suits me bah.. i dont know.. dont think i will ever know.. =)

2011-09-12T22:05:00.001+08:00

Only when im with my friends i feel my existence..

2011-09-11T23:05:00.001+08:00

If only i could be special.. In a way useful.. Only than living has its meaning..

2011-09-11T23:03:00.001+08:00

As days pass.. It gets bored ever single days.. With no1 supporting you.. No families.. No friends.. No one.. Only me.. Myself.. I..

2011-09-11T02:20:00.001+08:00

Cant slp.. Katty fault!! Now my mind keep having the sentence zhong sheng da shi going round in my head... Haiz..

2011-06-17T06:35:00.000+08:00

2011-06-16T07:04:00.001+08:00

ytd 1st day of work.. soso lor!! nth to be excited or happy abt actually.. any way.. today is my bday!! mother nature treat me gd!! hahaha.. hope today is gonna be another fine day? hahaha..

Team Bravo

2011-06-10T03:08:00.002+08:00

Present from the team.. by Zuhrah even when she is on leave.. thx again to all of you..
i will nv forget the team.. Team Bravo will always be in my heart.. every single 1 of them is like a family to me..

2011-06-09T15:55:00.002+08:00

ORD.. today i went to station collect my NRIC, police cert & transcript.. cant help to have the feelin not to leave.. started to miss them alr.. the fun we had.. the work we process.. its not just a team.. its a family.. the bond is there alr.. how not to miss them? today the last time i step into AMK Police as an Police Officer.. i will always be proud to be 1 of them.. if only i could find what i wanted in them.. i would have sign on alr.. but its just too bad.. haiz.. never had the thought that i would be so sad to leave the force.. haiz..

2011-05-17T17:35:00.002+08:00

fun day at USS with the peeps.. still cannot believe i actually spend my whole day there.. hahaha.. more photos are uploaded at my facebook.. cheers..

2011-04-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

2011-04-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

was out since afternoon.. shooting photos whole day.. will post on my other blog..
stay tune on My World..

when at vivo city.. saw some1 super look alike to a friend.. my 1st love.. dont know why.. my 1st reaction is 360 turn and walk away.. for awhile i dont even look at her as she was with a guy.. but some how.. i dont think is her.. therefore.. i walk afew rounds more.. just to get closer look.. and cfm its not her.. dont know why.. when 1st saw.. my heart feel so kan chiong.. but once i cfm its not her.. my heart felt so much better.. just dont know why.. haiz..

signing off..

My World:

2011-04-21T05:56:00.001+08:00

new macro shots taken.. feel free to view.. stay tune for more photos taken by me.. =) cheers..

CNY Eve

2011-02-03T04:58:00.003+08:00

2011-02-01T16:28:00.003+08:00

here to smack the blog!! lol.. eh.. tonight working.. and tml its CNY eve!! hee.. hope can enjoy!!

2011-01-22T17:40:00.002+08:00

busy busy start of the year of 2011.. hahaha.. went for oversea trip few days ago.. to batam.. nth much.. abit wasted that i nv bring along my dslr.. miss all the retro theme... haiz.. any way.. went to wild wild wet today.. f div family day.. from morning til near evening than go home.. not whole body burns.. lol.. view the photos from my facebook.. or mayb i will upload at my world.. shall see how.. thats all for now folks..

2011-01-14T22:40:00.001+08:00

New photos of Macro shots uploaded.. feel free to view & comments.. cheers.. =)

My World:

2010-12-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

bought this lovely 32 inch TV/PC monitor..

hee.. love it to the max.. =x

2010-11-11T22:47:00.003+08:00

i think i alr know who is this passin by.. hmm.. any way.. fun day at scdf 3rd div.. laughter man.. photos uploaded on my fb.. lazy to upload every whr.. hee.. after that watch RED movie.. not bad.. starting abit draggy.. dont know whats going on.. but finale not bad.. can say.. old doesnt mean lose.. hahaha..

Its Time

2010-11-10T07:58:00.002+08:00

Time to do things right.. The eyes shld open up to see things right.. The ears shld clear up to listen things right.. after conversation between fellow peeps.. its abt time to move on.. time of me wasting the time is enough.. i believe i got plenty of things waiting for me to do.. its time to pick up my trash & dump it & move on.. its time to be myself.. the old me.. the real me.. freakin tired after work.. tml still got inservice.. tiring day again.. tonight shall rest.. sun event i still cant decide.. it cost $15 for the event.. shall consider til fri.. but mostly think i will go.. the only thing i scare is i dont have enough sleep.. hmm..

Link

2010-11-09T15:45:00.001+08:00

took some photos from the starsearch 2010 meet & greet session.. feel free to view from the link provided below.. =)

My World: StarSearch 2010 Meet & Greet Session

2010-11-08T05:31:00.002+08:00

care to much.. thats the reason.. i shldnt have care in the 1st place.. she dont need it any way.. so why shld i be makin myself suffering when she can happily posting things.. and im actually fkin piss and angry juz to c it? i really dont know any more.. maybe im too blind to see things now.. too deaf to hear things too.. haiz..

Enough is Enough..

2010-11-04T16:52:00.003+08:00

just liked the title.. whatever enough is enough.. im done tryin my best to love.. to care all about you.. do what you liked.. do what think it is.. im done with you.. theres no more love.. i dont care.. i dont concern.. i dont love.. everything ended during that moment.. i hate things all comes in the same time.. all happened at the same duration.. now i tell you guys what im gonna do.. simple.. you wanna die? bloody hell go ahead.. wanna drink til dead drunk? go ahead.. i fkin care no more.. the moment you said "you dont know how i feel" everything snapped.. yeah i dont know how you feel.. just like the way "you dont know how i feel" back to you.. now i really can feel nth.. all i can feel now is hatred.. hatred & hatred...

LOST

2010-11-04T12:18:00.002+08:00

totally lost.. i dunno wat to do any more.. my life is at a mess.. thx to some1 at home making a whole lot of mess.. im so stress at when im at home.. i dun even feel like stayin at home.. i got no home.. i dun feel home.. theres no more HOME for me.. yet at tis very stress moment of mine.. she left me too.. she told me she wont avoid me becoz of wat i said.. but wat i said to u is it too much for u to handle? if so.. all i can say im sry.. all i can say i really love u a lot.. i really wish i could spend my days with u.. becoz only when im with u i will be happy.. i will be smiling.. but again.. u left me.. juz like tat.. now im totally lost.. i cant move forward.. so tis is how its like feelin lost in life.. dunno wat to do.. everything in front of me is like nth.. totally shit.. the brain cant think.. i dunno wat to do.. i dunno wat to say.. simply sayin its blank.. as blank as a brand new piece of paper..

2010-10-30T02:55:00.000+08:00

2010-10-15T05:46:00.001+08:00

hi guys.. in future not all but most of the photos i take will be post on the another blogspot.. alr linked to my blog.. hahaha.. My World.. stay tuned to more photos i take n post up.. =) cheers..

Left 4 Dead 2 The Sacrifice DLC Trailer [HD]

2010-10-02T18:42:00.000+08:00

2010-09-28T16:53:00.001+08:00

acting blur is wat i get from her.. wat shld i do? shld i be happy n carry on tis false hope with me all the way til the end of my road? haiz.. nth i do seems to be right.. argh..

神木與瞳-信徒 KTV

2010-09-28T05:32:00.000+08:00

2010-09-28T03:42:00.003+08:00

my false hope will soon be shatter once again.. soon.. i noe it.. the moment i send her the msg.. i noe the ans she will reply.. but y do i still wanna send her the msg? y? w/o tis fasle hope of mine.. will be able to continue my life? i tot i will carry tis hope til the end of my life.. coz i knew very well.. she is my life.. my dreams.. my motivation of life.. my pillar.. w/o it.. i think my life is juz as gd as nth.. wat i ahd been doin.. wat i haf been dreamin.. wat i had been plannin.. its all for the sake of hers.. she plays a very big part in my life.. to me she is the 1 n oni.. but me to her is juz a friend.. a brother she will address me.. i know very well tat cant be changed.. but yet.. haiz.. once again i like to make myself suffer.. i shld haf juz keep quiet.. enjoy tis small happiness of mine til the end.. even if i noe the day it will be broken.. still.. its better den nth.. for her everything is worth.. my heart is cryin.. is prayin for an ans im seekin n hopin for.. but i noe very well.. the ans is a very cruel ans.. my life will nv be happy w/o her.. her smile can make my day.. her saddness can makes me can crazy.. all i do.. is for her.. nth for myself.. my heart is cryin painlessly.. im too numb to feel anything.. hope.. is something im goin to lose on tis day..

2010-09-21T05:45:00.003+08:00

long time nv update? i long nv care alr.. my life? simple.. work eat slp.. tats all.. time of goin out is gettin lesser n lesser.. i dun even haf time to go take photos!! last riding? bukit timah bike trail was fun n tiring.. but again.. tis month burn my own pocket.. buy ps3.. buy games.. spend on eat? another month w/o savings.. when i can change my camera lens? haiz.. same old problems likes to happen again n again til i lazy to tok abt it n dun wish to tok abt it any more.. im alr used to it.. to me now its juz a normal routine @ home.. i dun care alr.. i continue to work & come home.. tats all i care.. but i dun wish to stay @ home.. as long as i can go out.. yes i will..

2010-08-23T01:23:00.002+08:00

2010-08-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

u ppl dun understand it & will nv understand it.. coz u r not in the shit tat im in.. u guys will nv noe how i feel inside my heart & wat im thinkin inside my brain.. u guys will oni think.. oh ur job very relax wan.. whr got tough like u all.. come on.. u all training everyday u all kp u all siong.. its all physically siong.. u ppl dun face members of public like we do.. u ppl dun face the shit tat ppl give us.. u ppl dun face the mental stress we had @ our job.. & will nv do.. i dun drive becoz i haf my own difficulties @ home.. wateva happen @ home is within home.. is not meant to be share especially some sensitive thinking involved.. tats y i kept my mouth shut.. n yet no1 able to see tat.. u guys noe me for so long alr.. who doesnt noe tat i do things always had a very gd reason behind it? if u really say u dunno abt it.. den sadly all i can say is for all tis years we had been friends had been in vain.. becoz i noe how u all thinks & always help out with u all wateva i can.. but cant i get a little understanding from u guys? put urself in my shoe la.. think in my way like how i think like urs.. if u guys really cant.. den @ least dun put me in worst situations any more la.. but hell no.. all i get is as if im the 1 in the wrong.. as if im the wan dun understand u all.. wtf is tis? dun understand it? simple.. dun bother to ask.. tats my ans to u.. im still very pissed off rite now.. i hate to repeat n repeat myself over & over again.. enough is enough.. @ home i face the music.. @ work i face the shit.. after work i cant even enjoy myself.. any more worst coming? bring it on man.. i gif no damn.. tis is hell yeah man.. HELL.. mark the word!!

2010-08-15T00:11:00.006+08:00

Eminem - Not Afraid

2010-08-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

SONY DSLR

2010-08-08T23:04:00.001+08:00

SONY DSLR

2010-08-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

2010-08-07T05:43:00.000+08:00

2010-07-22T17:12:00.004+08:00

Won't Remain in Memory
Raging Anger and Misery Fierce,
Terrible Fate That
Once again Will come..
The second advent

Safer Sephiroth
----------------------------------------------------

Act V (Poem)
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Genesis Rhapsodos

Lost

2010-07-22T04:44:00.001+08:00

Im lost.. Dunno wat to do.. Dunno wat to say.. Dunno wats happening around me.. Dunno anything.. I juz hate myself.. Hate my life.. Hate everything.. Dun make me turn zombie.. Dun nake me turn heartless.. Plz.. Dun make me turn sephiroth.. I dun wanna turn hating the whole world..

2010-07-22T02:39:00.002+08:00

it juz isnt the day.. so many thngs happen during 1 whole day.. its so wtf!! like wat they say.. once it comes.. it will juz keep coming.. haiz.. juz isnt my day.. its a gd day for a rest yet not a gd day to be with.. its a fk up off day.. freaking hell.. i hate my life..

Not Afraid

2010-07-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

"Not Afraid"

[Chorus:]
I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
To take a stand (to take a stand)
Everybody (everybody)
Come take my hand (come take my hand)
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road (same road)

[Intro (during Chorus):]
Yeah, it's been a ride
I guess I had to, go to that place, to get to this one
Now some of you, might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

You could try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'ma let you stop me from causin mayhem
When I say 'em or do somethin I do it, I don't give a damn
what you think, I'm doin this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if it thinks it's stoppin me
I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony
No if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he
From "Infinite" down to the last "Relapse" album
he's still shittin, whether he's on salary paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shits his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for Christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the Earth, he's got the urge
to pull his dick from the dirt, and fuck the whole universe

[Chorus]
I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
To take a stand (to take a stand)
Everybody (everybody)
Come take my hand (come take my hand)
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road (same road)

Okay quit playin with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth, for that
Fuck your feelings, instead of gettin crowned you're gettin capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last "Relapse" CD was ehhh
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Relax, I ain't goin back to that now
All I'm tryin to say is get back, click-clack, blaow
Cause I ain't playin around
It's a game called circle and I don't know how, I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryin to figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't, this fuckin black cloud
still follows, me around but it's time to exorcise these demons
These muh'fuckers are doin jumpin jacks now!

[Chorus]
I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
To take a stand (to take a stand)
Everybody (everybody)
Come take my hand (come take my hand)
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road (same road)

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons
I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now! (now)

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally
for you, so I could come back a brand new me you helped see me through
And don't even realize what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they could do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
my world, haters can make like bees with no stingers
and drop dead, no more beef flingers
No more drama from now on, I promise
to focus solely on handlin my responsibilities as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof, like my daughters
and raise it, you couldn't lift a single shingle on it!
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
or the corner pub, and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar
I'd shoot for the moon but I'm too busy gazin at stars
I feel amazing and I'm

not afraid (I'm not afraid)
To take a stand (to take a stand)
Everybody (everybody)
Come take my hand (come take my hand)
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road (same road)

2010-07-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

spend money again.. sian man.. my G700 NS fone went down alr.. knn.. bought SE Hazel to replace it.. so gonna watch my spending tis month.. nxt month think can save due to deplyment on YOG.. its so gonna be tired like fk.. but its so gonna build up me.. the experice is once in a lifetime.. =)

2010-07-12T00:53:00.002+08:00

suddenly felt all these years.. friends most tat i make with.. feel so distances.. no longer have the common topic any more.. is it me the one changing? or is it them? i give no dam any more.. gonna live in my world.. i wanna fully put in my effort n time on NS & photography.. shall care no more abt others.. shall not waste any more time.. im gettin old.. i dun wanna waste my yimes away juz like tat.. i wanna do something big.. went out something big.. shld focus more on RTW.. i hope i wont regret in it.. coz alr taken 1 big step in it.. theres no return.. goin full force on it.. no longer cares abt ppl happy or not any more.. juz gonna do things my way.. dun happy with me? den get lost.. im NOT AFRAID!!

2010-07-10T16:31:00.001+08:00

2010-07-10T01:19:00.002+08:00

Insomia

2010-07-02T00:34:00.001+08:00

Lying on my bed cant fall aslp n listening to the song called "love the way you lie"

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Location:Ang Mo Kio Avenue 4,Ang Mo Kio,Singapore

2010-07-02T00:18:00.003+08:00

seriously.. no idea wat i wan to do.. no idea wat i wanted in my life.. life suddenly seems so.. blank.. well.. as stated two days ago was on course.. nv went back to work.. working on tis coming sat n sun.. course was fun.. but dead tired.. coz too far away alr.. @ buona vista sia.. the day i completed the course was zul 1st day of work.. so met him after his work.. went makan n walk around @ amk.. den not very long ago.. went out wif him again.. met up after his work.. we went heeren & 313 somerset.. den after tat headed back to amk again.. nth to much to blog also.. boring shit..

Freak!!

2010-06-29T09:10:00.000+08:00

Kns trainer late!! Caught in traffic jam.. Kns.. Waste my time!! Zzz
Tml my turn.. Zzzz..

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2010-06-29T07:57:00.001+08:00

Freaking slpy day.. Wish i could lie on my bed n slp rite now..

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Location:N Buona Vista Rd,,Singapore

IRON BABY

2010-06-20T12:34:00.000+08:00

2010-06-16T08:00:00.000+08:00

B'day Present from my beloved Friends

Shirt from lovely xiao mei!!

Camera Bag from

Gary Tan, Johnson Sim, Zee,

PeckCheng, Melissa Tay & SzeYong

2010-06-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Night Exploring @ Marina Barrage

2010-06-11T23:00:00.001+08:00

celebrate bday of june is the main purpose..

but ended up.. is i celebrate for katty n she celebrate for me..

i bought her present with the effort from the peeps &

she brought me present n treat me eat.. hahaha.. thx again xiao mei..

2010-06-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

very long since i last updated myself.. been tru a lot of things.. phototaking.. work.. outings.. n lots more.. but im juz simply lazy to update.. i'll juz update some of recently happen.. went to bao long house for his baby 1st month.. very cute.. haha.. i like kids so much.. hahaha.. we also went for retreat @ admiralty sakura.. den after eating went for movie den headed home coz the following day got work.. hmm.. wat else.. so far so gd.. oh ya.. i got my hands on the lens for my hx1.. n also i sign new plan with singtel for iphone.. not waiting for the 4G.. as i felt nth much of diff.. so i will slowly transfer the contacts.. til m1 plan finish den cut it.. had enough of m1 alr.. lol.. hmm.. nth much left alr.. beem very headache of upcoming stuff.. also headache between work n friends.. same old problem.. ppl juz dun understand my job scope.. its not as if i can do wateva i wan like army.. police n army is different.. y cant ppl understand it? n lastly.. today im on leave.. from the whitestar ops for Mr Goh.. may he R.I.P.. hope i wont get any call back.. i seriously wanna enjoy my leave today..

2010-04-25T02:58:00.003+08:00

im juz craving for the food @ simpang bedok.. haha.. tis time my treat to the gangs.. haha.. eat til i almost burst man.. haha.. was so freaking full lor.. haha.. cant think alr.. think gonna go slp soon.. tats all bah.. haha.. cant wait 4 the nxt 1st off.. gonna haf DHQ bbq session @ pasir ris ahloha.. til den.. ciao..

2010-04-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

2day went to sungei buloh wetland reserve to phototaking.. enjoy the nature but sadly feeding my bllods to the stupid "bug".. hahaha.. wat to do? wear the wrong shirt.. haha.. but still enjoy the trip.. haha.. tats all man.. tml gonna work.. its gonna be a hard day.. lol

2010-04-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

had dinner @ simpang bedok!! haha.. finally get there n ate the freaking food!! lol im so gonna go there eat again.. any1 wanna follow? i'll consider bringing u peeps there.. consider.. LOL

2010-04-17T05:10:00.003+08:00

ytd meet up wif the ite peeps.. n 1st time meet up wif katty's bf dickson.. was a enjoyin day.. busy traffic.. on the way to PS.. caught in a traffic jam.. i was darn sian n hungry some more lor.. haiz.. reach there.. we decided to eat manhattan fish market.. after tat we went to plan l4d2 awhile.. til carole came.. den we decied to go slack @ mount faber 1 of the bar? after tat send them home.. i dunno wat happen.. think too long nv go there alr.. i lost my way.. =.=" ended up i chiong back to PS den send katty back 1st.. coz i noe she not feeling well alr.. den after tat decided to send dickson 1st.. den sufen.. ask sufen to lead the way to her house.. but.. she keep givin me wrong direction.. LOL.. but ended up reached her place alr.. n lastly is carole.. but be4 tat went to top up petrol.. running low.. den send her back.. reached her area oni the rain was freaking heavy.. til i almost cant c anything infront.. been force by the weather i haf 2 slow down.. n finally reach her place.. walk wif her to the lift alr.. den i went back to my car.. realise she left her laptop behind in my car.. so called her to come down.. n i take her laptop n chiong to the lift again.. after she go up.. i went back to my car again.. im freaking wet.. haiz.. sneezing while driving.. zzz.. finally reach home.. like 4+ alr? on the way back the road of her area a lot all flooded alr.. again been force to slow down n take the least water road.. now days really cannot predict the rain.. always rain on the wrong time.. haiz.. think tats all.. think i type too many words alr.. lol.. ciao..

2010-04-15T03:35:00.000+08:00

meet up wif mel along wif his bf.. also meet up wif gary n johnson..short meeting oni.. cant really rmb wat we do also.. hahaha.. slacking all the way? after meet up @ amk central think we headed yishun dam to slack further more be4 we headed home.. lol oh ya.. after send them back i headed somewhr @ mandai area to fetch my elder bro home? wait til i almost fall aslp.. lol.. fetch his friend home den headed to drive tru mac to get food as he said he was hungry.. i grab a macchicken burger reach home eat.. den slp.. lol..

2010-04-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

didnt wanna head home after the zoo outing.. so meet up wif zee @ bishan skatepark.. he play play play.. not long after a hard land.. the fork snap.. hahaha.. fetch him home after tat slack under his blk til 10pm? den after tat head home as i got no place to go alr.. no1 else to meet also.. sian.. stupid.. some times.. i juz hate to stay @ home..

2010-04-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

Zoo PhotoTaking with DHQ peeps.. the whole afternoon was enjoying myself man.. haha.. enjoy the whole session.. nxtshall wait for the bbq session on the 28th april.. haha..

2010-04-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

testing of camera again @ usual place.. yishun dam.. but tis time round wit zee's gf along.. we order mac n bring along there to eat.. was like having a picnic over there.. lol

2010-03-28T23:53:00.005+08:00

heres the updates.. been quite long alr theses photos.. nv had time to upload.. some more i nid 2 resize it 1st be4 can be upload.. yep.. saw some photos taken by katty @ botanic garden.. oh man.. wishes i could juz went there n take the scenery of it.. its not juz the oni places i wan to take photo of.. theres sentosa, universal studios, underwater world, zoo, bird park n a lot more.. i noe it sounds stupid n lame to a lot of ppl.. but hey to me its juz nice place to be in once in awhile.. think i shall find time n headed down on my own.. seriously lazy to find ppl go with me alr.. appreciate everything in life man.. especially nature.. no mother nature.. no us.. tats wat i believe in.. gtg slp soon.. few hrs time nid 2 wake up 4 work.. ciao..

2010-03-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

finally get my hands on a camera of my own.. hee.. nice sia.. haha.. well morning wake up get myself a hair cut.. den afternoon meet up with nasri, clarence, chicky and imran went to IT Show @ suntec.. hectic sia.. spend nearly 1hr to find car park sia.. den after tat went in to find out stuff.. mind found but.. muz wait til 7pm+ den got stock.. so ok.. wait lor.. chicky n clarence went off 1st.. den after tat imran friend came wanna get laptop.. so went back in again.. get alr went to had dinner @ mac.. after tat show them the way to sim lim.. so imran and his friend went off.. nasri accompany me wait for my camera.. so den john was there.. so all 3 of us went back in.. coz john wanna get ps3.. spend 500+ for him.. den went to put it in my car den off we go back in to get my camera.. yeah finally can get alr.. so off we go.. left suntec 7.40pm sia.. reach amk 8.05pm.. drop nasri @ yck mrt.. den after tat drop john n home sweet home man.. haha.. now charging my camera batt.. if got chance den i play with it.. if not.. tml after work lor.. haha.. tats all for 2day.. ciao..

2010-03-05T06:29:00.002+08:00

ytd wake up 10am+? bath eat a bit.. den den.. out of house.. send elder bro to work.. den after tat went to top up petrol for car.. den rush down to fetch gary.. and headed sim lim square.. sold my laptop.. bought wat was in the list of buyin.. den went to praco had our lunch @ sakae sushi.. den after send him 2 work? tot everything was done? nah!! headed down amk hub.. walk around ntuc bought stuff i needed.. juz nice younger bro reach.. den off we headed for home.. and looked at the time.. its 5pm alr.. rest for 30mins? den bath to get refresh as the weather is darn hot.. den after tat went to top up cashcard.. den again.. headed out.. Plaza Sing.. reach there alr.. went to find carole coz she say she reach alr? den after tat she go send friend off 1st.. juz nice katty reach alr.. so the two of us went to walk around and finally seated down @ xin wang for our dinner.. after tat went to catch bear bear shop? coz they wanted? manage to win a camera.. aiya.. old sch style again.. kio sai.. LOL.. spend oni $4.50? katty was so excited la.. hahaha.. but ended up both os us sian.. coz the camera really look like toy.. lol.. so ended uo gif to carole since she wanted to try it out? the photo taken was not bad la.. but blur oni.. wat u expect? lol.. den after everything.. send katty home 1st.. den carole.. went i reach amk oni.. gary msg.. shld haf msg me eariler mah.. haiz.. headed down to chinatown 2 get him.. den off to ah neh there to eat as he wanted to.. i drink oni.. too full to eat any more.. lol.. den after tat reach home wah sian.. 1am+ alr.. went to find the helmet.. but but but.. cannot find.. argh.. den went to slp.. juz now almost cannot wake up.. til dad wake me up? if not i sure continue slp.. if late for work ar.. kns sure kena fk by my boss.. think tats all bah.. need to prepare for work liao.. WORK!!

2010-02-28T19:35:00.004+08:00

two days of medical test was a hectic to me.. but was cfm my fainting is due to the heart.. shld i be happy or sad? seriously.. i haf no idea.. didnt really enjoy much tis long rest.. was kinda spoilt due to the medical.. any way.. it doesnt matter.. some time i juz wish tat there is some1 by my side listening to wat i said.. it doesnt matter also.. my life was nv peaceful enough to let me rest..

2010-02-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

new wallet new coin pouch new watch..

pamper myself.. tats how life is.. =)

2010-02-20T18:45:00.001+08:00

nth much juz meet up @ katty house den went for dinner @ heartland mall pizza hut.. after tat i went to meet wif gary den slack til 4am? den reach home play psp.. slp like dunno wat time.. tats all lor.. tml workin.. haiz.. slpy.. yawnz!! ciao..

2010-02-16T05:05:00.002+08:00

was another tiring day man.. haha.. off work reach home n slp,, suppose 2 wake up eariler.. but i woke up @ 4pm? really knock out man.. after all the preparing.. i headed down to william house.. so long nv c him alr.. n his son ray.. is very open 2 greet ppl n was so active.. haha.. after tat went to fetch katty @ compass drive around 6++? after tat we went to find carole.. reach her area juz nice.. she reach also alr.. so went straight to her sis house to pai nian.. play wif her daughter.. so cute.. when was the last time i play wif a baby? LOL.. cant rmb.. but baby always like to look @ me with their eyes n stare.. dunno y.. wateva.. after tat went 2 carole house 2 slack.. coz she nid 2 change? after everything settled.. we went to katty house.. juz nice her parents were @ home.. slack n eat n drink.. watch tv.. after tat went to my house.. parents wasnt @ home 1st.. but later on they came back.. but also.. its been very long since i bring ppl to my home? usually i dun even bother.. hahaha.. after tat we went to ah neh tat for prata.. was hungry... n thristy.. hahahaha.. n its end of the day.. so i send them home.. cuz its very late alr.. same thing? send katty 1st den carole.. after tat tot of finding the peeps.. but they @ dunno whose house? den forget it.. lazy 2 find my way to any whr else which i nid 2 think.. so headed home.. den i realise.. we very funny.. wear til nice nice go pai nian.. NV TAKE PHOTO!! was expecting some.. hahaha.. really nid some photo updates man.. nxt time bah.. til den.. ciao..

2010-02-14T16:42:00.002+08:00

tiring day.. but was fun!! haha.. went out ytd wif carole, katty n kj for CNY countdown.. we went cun dao he pan 1st? den after tat went chinatown n saw the fireworks.. lol.. n was finally since so many years? hahaha.. after tat walk around for awhile for food n drinks.. den after tat send kj back 1st.. den me n the gals went to seletar dam to slack n chill.. n also.. photo taking!! lol.. til 2+ or 3+? cant rmb alr.. send them home.. after tat went to meet buddies 4 awhile den headed home.. bathe n slp.. freaking tired alr.. haha.. 2nite working!! tml goin out again.. gonna be a very tiring day again.. hahaha.. til den.. ciao..

2010-02-10T15:02:00.000+08:00

random pic of HTC HD2..

2010-02-01T05:31:00.000+08:00

17 months left..
work later..

2010-01-31T20:27:00.004+08:00

meet up wif the poly friends n had dinner ytd.. it was fun but yet very tiring day.. work has chaos til i had not enough rest? til ytd morning den i off work.. slp like 2 to 3hrs of slp den wake up went shoppin for house supplies.. til 5+? i went out to fetch christina.. den meet up wif the rest @ the restaurant.. after dinner send them back after tat went to meet buddies den went pray @ loyang? den after tat i went home.. freaking tired day..

2010-01-23T02:47:00.004+08:00

seriously.. disappointment is wat i get again n again.. really sick n tired of it alr.. y cant ppl understand my situation @ all? cant they juz be in my shoe 2 view wat i c? take my work as an example.. im workin shift work.. i dun haf a fixed off day.. its always a work two days off two days system.. n i dun haf off day like cny or wateva shit.. it consider as a normal day 2 my work.. its NS yes!! but its not normal NS like army!! y cant u ppl udnerstand it @ all? u get the freaking hell fixed off day on weekends n holidays.. but i dun!! get tat into the mind.. i alr put in effort make a schedule on my blog.. juz 4 u ppl to view n check out when im free so tat can arranged when 2 meet up.. y cant u ppl juz make an efort n go view it? its on the net.. so i dun c y cant be view? rather den i haf keep askin u ppl when 2 meet.. which is easier u ppl find out when im free n meet me better rite? im really tired of such things alr.. i really hope tis is the freaking last time im talkin abt tis.. haiz.. things r very easy.. im not gonna ask any1 any more 2 meet unless its special.. coz im tired of it alr.. time is very precious 2 me.. i haf little time 2 enjoy my freaking days n u ppl juz cant get tat into ur head.. always its me.. i drive i plan i do i tok i find.. wateva shit.. i had enough.. off days.. standard.. i slp @ home unless u ppl learn 2 ask me out.. as simple as abc.. u ppl noe tat im very steady ask me sure come unless i really cannot make it.. but yet still wans me 2 do all the talkin n plannin.. its time 2 had a change.. i noe i haf little friends.. if tis is wat i get.. den so be it.. i dun mind make it 2 the worst n no friends @ all.. i can stay @ home whole day wan.. np.. rather den liek now feelin so fk up.. wan 2 enjoy also cannot.. argh!!!

2010-01-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

1st off day.. slp @ hm til 5+ eat a bit.. den went out 4 movie with NS friends.. 6 of us.. soh, liang me, zami, clarence and nasri.. watched daybreakers.. darn bloody show.. after the show went home coz tml got in-service.. boring!! goin 2 slp soon.. after playin army of two 40th days on ps3!! ciao..

2010-01-02T17:01:00.000+08:00

yes its new year yets nth goes rite 4 me.. haiz.. life sux..

2009-12-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

here 2 update abit.. eh.. 11 manage 2 go out.. but was called back 2 work.. so nv meet them 2 eat.. reach there take photo n play pool den go home alr.. tats all lor.. nth much.. on off of work n off days.. bah bah bah shits.. den 2day on leave.. xmas eve!! aiya dunno wan 2 say wat also la.. i could oni say 1 thing.. when ppl nid me i was there.. but when i nid sum1? whr r they? when time comes.. oni then u will able 2 c who is ur true friends.. some times i really wonder.. haf i really become smarter or m i still the same? i feel like ppl around still takes me for granted.. i feel like a tool 4 ppl 2 use more den a friend.. when i tot i had an opened mind alr.. but yet when the dark days comes 2 me.. im still the same.. haiz..

2009-12-06T13:09:00.002+08:00

yo!! here 2 update abit.. hahaha... boss put me on leave.. so these few nites been goin out n meet the peeps til very late.. knn.. haha.. even ytd also.. til i now fkin tired.. slpy sia!!.. haha.. think gonna slp soon.. i nid my rest!! been playin l4d 2 @ hm n outside.. quite fun la.. not the game is the laughter of wat we did when playin.. hahhaha.. oh ya.. manage 2 catch up wif sini.. well.. we went 2 east coast n chat n walk awhile.. makes her feel better rather den moody mood.. den ytc tio aeroplane by ppl.. sian.. went 2 the bar n sit n wait the the peeps from 8pm to 2am? c how much patient i got? lol.. after went eat send them hm.. den went hm 2 slp til tis morning wake up n go temple 2 pray.. n now back hm 2 online awhile be4 i go 2 slp again.. lol.. think tats all 4 now bah.. tml on off.. tues nite shift.. hopfully boss let me take leave on the 11 n 12 tis coming fri n sat.. i really nid it!! pray hard.. lol.. tats all 4 now folks.. ciao..

2009-12-02T13:01:00.002+08:00

ytd really not my day.. haiz.. suppose 2 meet katty.. but both of us having headache.. so ended up nv meet.. until after dinner.. my bro n i went 2 amk hub 2 buy l4d2 den after i fetch him hm.. i went 2 find john.. we slack around.. ave 10? den went 2 nite market buy food.. on the way there.. suddenly i ended up on the floor with a fall.. i didnt noe how i fall also.. zzz.. hurt my right arm n leg.. but still ok la.. haha.. continue 2 buy some food.. den headed home 2 get myself clean up n put some plaster be4 i headed out again.. meet up wif gary n headed 2 kovan xin wang 2 eat.. after tat send john home.. gary n i went 2 loyang 2 pray.. den headed back under his blk 2 slack til 3am.. den i headed hm.. yup.. nth much bah.. tats all 4 now.. lazy 2 type any more.. tired.. haha..

2009-11-28T14:46:00.003+08:00

nth much actually.. ytd plan suppose 2 meet up wif ite friend.. ended up meeting wif poly friends.. due 2 some reason.. nvm abt tat.. ytd went 2 marina sq 2 eat @ pizza hut wif wx, david, wilson, sam n cham.. total 6 of us.. den after tat walk around awhile den headed down 2 bishan 4 prawning.. sam nv join us n went hm instead.. by den around 10+ alr i think? dunno la.. prawn til dunno wat time wx said wanna go hm 1st so i send her hm den went back 2 find the rest later.. oh ya.. zhiwei join us on prawning also.. all left arounf 2+? i oni noe by the time i reach hm is 3am alr.. freaking tired.. 2day is my 2nd off.. n tml morning shift again.. sian.. haiz.. gona work tml liao!! wake up early in the monring again.. haiz.. think tats all 4 now bah.. nth much 4 me 2 blog also.. tats all folks.. ciao..

2009-11-26T13:12:00.002+08:00

here 2 type little things.. lol nth much actually.. busyin workin shift? hard 2 meets friends.. tats the whole story man.. haha.. ytd manage 2 pull myself 2 drive down 2 find gary n john.. but some1 ps me in the end.. so ended up me n john went back 2 amk central n slack awhile be4 we headed back.. 2nite.. nite shift.. boring.. til tml morning.. den tml nite heading down 2 find them again.. n also meet a friend @ there 2 chilled.. haha.. think tats the way it does lor.. haha.. anything will update the nxt time i blog bah.. haha.. lazy 2 blog also.. hahahaha.. tats all 4 now.. ciao..

2009-11-17T18:41:00.001+08:00

tis phone juz rocks man!! hahaha..

im using the black color.. as white got no stock.. zzz..

oh well.. take n leave.. i dun mind the color also.. haha..

2009-11-11T22:58:00.003+08:00

its been quite long since i blogged? haha.. well.. POP alr.. P.I.C course done alr.. now currently on APEC duty.. after APEC.. nid 2 report back to HTA on the 18th Nov.. den will be goin 2 real div.. im being posted to F div.. ang mo kio north i think.. haha.. shld be la.. haha.. currently been resting @ home.. got chances 2 meet up wif buddies.. haf some great catching up especially wif zul.. haha.. n also wif my ite peeps.. miss them so much.. haha.. hmm.. havent meet up wif poly peeps yet.. kinda hard 2 meet up leh.. haha.. nid 2 find some free time alr.. really nid 2 do some catching up.. wat else.. hmm.. van cfm sold!! hahaha.. hopefully nxt vehicle is gd n nice.. hope oni la.. hmm.. nth else alr i think? aiya.. lazy 2 type any more.. i cant think of anything also.. hahaha.. tats all 4 now.. hehe..

2009-10-31T02:32:00.000+08:00

2009-10-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

P.O.P LOR!!!

2009-10-17T05:17:00.001+08:00

NS31

3hrs of fun n laughter

and

mosquito feeding!! lol

2009-10-11T19:24:00.003+08:00

boring!! rotted whole day @ home.. played finished game on PS3.. been so boring n nth 2 do.. but time juz dun wait 4 u.. zzzz.. n soon i gotta book in alr.. sian.. hopfully tis week everything go smoothly.. cant wait 4 the nxt book out? i noe the days is gonna be so slow!! becoz.. its POP soon!! bored bored bored!!! sian leh.. no1 2 chat wif.. nth 2 do!! haiz.. sibei sian!! zzz.. nth else le.. signing out.. ciao..

2009-10-04T18:34:00.000+08:00

a little update.. hmmm.. goin POP soon.. left around 3weeks? hope faster finish!! n also hoped i get the posting i wanted.. tis week nv meet ppl.. too tired n shag to meet any1.. not even my buddies.. haha.. nxt book out den meet them bah.. ytd whole day stay @ home rest n play game.. 2day went out to amk hub 4 awhile.. wat else? hmm.. nth much actually.. think tats all 4 now bah? haha.. later booking in alr.. last check of my stuff n bath n ciao!! hahaha.. tats all..

2009-09-27T15:59:00.001+08:00

2009-09-26T11:01:00.002+08:00

juz 2 update abit.. haha.. very busy tis weekend due 2 lack of time!! meaning.. ytd i book out late due 2 soccer sledge.. but book in on mon morning before 8am.. so kinda rush for me also.. n also i got test straight when i book in.. yup.. tues also exam.. so ya i nid 2 study tis weekend tat includes 2day.. however.. i alr got an appointment wif ite dudes.. so.. study as much as possible tat i could.. n also enjoy the oni nite i haf 2nite.. n tml back 2 study!! i cant afford 2 fail n retest or recourse!! dun wan anything like tis 2 happened.. so.. yup.. plz bear wif me if i cant meet up wif any1 of u guys out there.. sry!! n lastly POP coming soon!! drills drills n more drills!! FAINT!! haiz.. k la.. tats all i think.. ciao.. back 2 study..

2009-09-21T19:24:00.003+08:00

very long nv blog alr.. well.. update abit.. previously was sick for the whole 2 weeks.. of coz now is ok alr.. haha.. few days ago meet up wif the poly peeps for dinner @ yck sakura.. den after tat went home.. was pretty shag 4 me also.. wat else can i blog? pop on 29th oct.. did mention? haha.. hope everything went well.. i seriously dun wan 2 recourse.. lol i'll do anything 2 pop.. lol.. later booking in alr.. very sian now.. but looking forward tis sat.. meeting wif the ite peeps to had dinner den go prawning.. yup.. but fri was a sux day.. coz book out late.. goin watch soccer.. few hrs of freedom gone juz like tat.. haiz.. think tats all 4 now.. ciao..

2009-08-30T17:03:00.002+08:00

simple english yet no1 understand the great meaning behind it.. i dunno.. some times i really sit down n wonders.. is it really me or is it ppl around me? problems problems problems.. haiz.. wishes i got more time.. wishes time would go slower on fri nite til sun evening but faster on sun evening til fri evening.. wishes i could split myself up n meet up wif all my friends.. wishes alot of things will go smoothly 2 me.. haiz.. feelings rite now.. moody.. sadly 2 say.. haiz..

2009-08-23T16:59:00.000+08:00

Honda JAZZ

Suzuki Swift

which 1 shld i get? hahahahahaahahaha!!

2009-08-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

okok i noe.. been very long since i last updated.. haha.. been goin ouit wif friends during weekends? juz not enough 4 me 2 use.. well.. come on.. i cant split myself up rite? so some1 haf 2 be disappointed if i nv meet them? but still i tried very hard 2 meet up wif almost every1.. haha.. but of coz.. i also nid 2 spend my time wif my family 1 rite? so cant blame me if i cant go out.. n also.. been very busy inside camp.. haha.. recently juz pass my range n 1st aid.. yup.. haha.. still got lots of test comin my way soon.. n also.. as usual.. my ippt fail.. haha.. but seriously i dun gif a damn 2 it.. as long as i tried my best? the rest i dun care alr.. hahahahaha.. hmm.. wat else.. oh ya.. last week meet up wif Zul!! so long since i met him.. haha.. chat quite awhile.. had dinner together @ amk mac also.. lol n its my 1st fastfood eversince i enlisted.. lol oh ya.. think nid 2 get ready present soon.. haha.. ppl's bday comin soon.. haha.. think tats all 4 now.. if got anything else mayb later or tml den i will blog? lol.. til den.. ciao..

2009-08-02T04:35:00.000+08:00

1st Aug Sat
went out in the afternoon meet up wif wilson n david go 4 movie.. watched ice age 3.. funny n laugh til like dunno wat.. haha.. after movie wilson said wanna shop 4 clothes.. so walk around amk.. ended up david bought two shirts.. after tat wilson cant find any he wanted.. so went 2 j8 2 search.. ended up he bought a levis shirt.. n by tis time sharon n her friend alr reach.. yup.. as lovely looking as always she had.. seeing her nv fails 2 brighten up my day.. =) so we went 2 haf our dinner @ sakae sushi.. den after tat we walk aroind j8 n ended up slack @ coffee bean.. but wilson go home 1st.. but all the chattin.. wilson helped out by sending her home.. thx wilson!! lol.. sended hher home alr.. find wilfred n went 2 hougang xinwang 2 slack n chat.. til near 2am? den after tat meet gary n john 2 slack til dunno wat time.. n now im here 2 blog.. goin 2 bed soon.. freaking tired.. haha.. wished could meet her out again soon.. coz didnt really go as wat i planned.. haha.. nth else alr.. think tats all bah.. ciao..

2009-07-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

happy 21st bday 2 SiNi

hazel & sharon

hazel, sini & sharon

my belated bday present

from sharon =)