the most regreted things in my life is to even suggest hanging of van to car.. this is my suggestion.. my choice.. yet im the one who is suffering.. im so pissed.. piss that i cant think.. i cant stop thinking of it.. cant stop the anger inside me.. cant stop hating them.. this is what i get for being gd? you will never ever get any benefit from me ever again.. i will nv ever suggest a fkin thing or fkin contrebute to this family ever again.. just becoz you are working and very inconvient for you.. you get to drive? what nonsense is this when you dont even pay for it? i hate this family to the core.. to the very core of my heart.. argh!! how i hope i can just scream out load some whr!! argh!!!!!!