LOST

totally lost.. i dunno wat to do any more.. my life is at a mess.. thx to some1 at home making a whole lot of mess.. im so stress at when im at home.. i dun even feel like stayin at home.. i got no home.. i dun feel home.. theres no more HOME for me.. yet at tis very stress moment of mine.. she left me too.. she told me she wont avoid me becoz of wat i said.. but wat i said to u is it too much for u to handle? if so.. all i can say im sry.. all i can say i really love u a lot.. i really wish i could spend my days with u.. becoz only when im with u i will be happy.. i will be smiling.. but again.. u left me.. juz like tat.. now im totally lost.. i cant move forward.. so tis is how its like feelin lost in life.. dunno wat to do.. everything in front of me is like nth.. totally shit.. the brain cant think.. i dunno wat to do.. i dunno wat to say.. simply sayin its blank.. as blank as a brand new piece of paper..